October 2010
15 posts
Chemistry
Christian is sick. I am trying to keep my distance. My lipstick fell in the bathroom sink ugh
In comp
I’m currently reading Tuesday with morrie. A bit bored. I have no phone reception. Yearbook next period!
Many Sacrifices
Since I want to go see A Rocket Summer, plus Mayday parade, which will equal 32 bucks, I need to sacrifice some things.
No shopping.
No fancy Halloween costume.
No more eating out that much unless it’s called Mcd.
No KC
No more “driving around”
OH GOONESS.
LIFE
Stuff
I’ve been so annoyed with the people around me lately. I don’t know what it is, it’s everything someone seems to say are just words filling spaces that should not be filled unless it’s something important.
I’ve been thinking a lot about my future and I don’t know what I’m suppose to do with it, and it’s bothering more than ever.
I really would...
So
things i would like to mention
1. it’s really hard for me to shop, i’m so picky, mostly on price and style. I went to gordman’s and was returning the mistake of getting a pair of jeggings, and wanted to pick out something else, and end up not even liking anything. There’s this pair of high sock at claires at OV Mall, but i feel like it’s ridiculous to pay 8.50 for...
Last Friday Night...
Was pretty neat.
Went to the football game, was P.O. at Kevin so when Ariele went to pick me up it was uber upsetting and weird. But then as the night went on, we were cool. The game was so boring, and usually our rival games are crazy, but barely on of their fans were there. Was in the fan section with Air and Kevin, plus Elizabeth. Then went off on my own, talked to Shauna and Julia for a bit,...
Today
1. I just realized all I ate for dinner was a TV dinner, and it was disgusting.
2. Today, I got my oil changed ALL BY MYSELF. Well, I went somewhere to get it done. But um, I am trying to do homework and I kinda just gave up. I think after I make some food, I’ll feel better.
3. Me and kevin had some pretty, deep convos today, oh how I love deep convo about f’ed up lives.
4. HMMM,...
Day 02 – Your first love, in great detail
I don’t think I’ve ever love someone before.
But there’s this boy I once knew, and I still think about him constantly to this day. And we only met once. For a day. But that moment in my life, I’ve never had stronger feelings for someone in my life. I was so giddy when I was with him, and I’m missing that. I had boyfriends since then, and I never felt the same way I...
Today
So, I might be going to the Academy of Arts U. Just thinking, it’s so expensive though. Jeez, I don’t know what to do. I need to take the ACT, get on the scholarships, apply for it. I dread this day.
Also, I keep wanting to clean my room, but I’m so f**kin’ lazy. SO LAZY. And I wanted that idea with my room.
I’ve been missing taking pictures at shows, it’s...
WEEKEND PLANS
Thursday- Going to see Social Network with Julias and Suana!
Friday- Rival game
Saturday- Haunted Houses mhmmm :)
Right now I have a poster/summary paper to finish, and a test to study for.
But I’ll just do the poster haha.
Listening to : Katy Perry- Peacock
Also
I have this cool idea for my wall, lining up photos B&W mainly along the walls.
Plus make a shoe area in my closet. I NEED A BIGGER CLOSET.
Had this thing
I cried during Teen Mom, I don’t know why, maybe it was because it was 2 A.M., and I am just so tired.. but really, it was an emotional episode, it makes you think about how your future will turn out, and if things will be okay even though it’s a mess at the moment.
Tonight was fun, just another FRIDAY NIGHT with my friends, no drama, no annoyance, just trying to have a goodtime
...
September 2010
2 posts
Miss Internet LIFE!
haha i kinda miss talking to people from other places.
Because trust me, sometimes talking to just iowans just doesn’t cut it
OH the days when i had internet friends.
I misss it.
They been replaced by real people
Laziness
I was hoping for a productive day today.
It wasn’t even close. I spent a good amount of it sleeping, or trying to sleep, in which I just lay there. It would be sleep, read, check phone, read, sleep, read, check phone.
I am also horrible to my skin, I am sure I haven’t washed it in 3 days, and I finally got to it when my skin felt irritated and itchy from the buildup makeup from the 3...
August 2010
8 posts
SENIOR YEAR
Thoughts
1. I actually like it. I have someone to talk to in all my classses, I don’t have to go to school til 10, making some new friends. Things are good.
2. I made a cool new friend, he’s gay. His name is Christian, he’s the cutest thing
3. I saw my ex yesterday, oh mini meltdowns. I can even deal with what I felt when I saw him.
4. I’m so sorry EJ. I feel horrible,...
Yesterday and Today
Yesterday:
Worked, Jordan try to make me close for him HAHA. Yeah right. Then out with Lynds, Kevin, Rudy, Jacob, Brittni at the donut stop, then dropped Lynds and Britt off, and the rest of us seriously we in a horror film moment. Jake said, “this is a horror film moment” even haha. SO we got to this dead end in the country, and all of a suddent this car just turned it’s...
Stuff,
Talking to Everett
Going to lunch with Lyndsey and Kevin at Duncans
Work later.
Found out my ex, cheated on me while we were dating!
Cool, cool
Maybe doing something tonight.
TUMBLR, i am so sorry neglecting you
This whole THING
I guess when you’re in high school, breakups aren’t allow to be clean. The first day, man, it was pretty hard, everywhere I go, something reminded me of him. And it didn’t help that he talked to me that night over Facebook, the second night the same. But the third night, he just got really mad. I just don’t know. I really liked him. But it would never work. We’re way...
Breakups suck.
Ugh
July 2010
3 posts
So tonight
I talked to a boy on the phone for like 2 hours. It felt nice. I miss talking to someone. Nothing will probably come from it, but it’s still good to just joke around with someone who doesn’t know your story.
It feels good to smile.
I have no life now.
FUCK MY LIFE. Got a traffic citation. So I can kiss Adventureland, and everything fun in my life goodbye for the rest of the summer.
June 2010
15 posts
Day 02 – Your first love, in great detail
I’ve never been in love, but it’s okay, I have plenty of time, I’m only 16.
Well. This is sad.
stole this from wsw
30 day challenge
Day 01 – Introduce yourself Day 02 – Your first love, in great detail Day 03 – Your parents, in great detail Day 04 – What you ate today, in great detail Day 05 – Your definition of love, in great detail Day 06 – Your day, in great detail Day 07 – Your best friend, in great detail Day 08 – A moment, in great detail Day 09 – Your beliefs, in great detail Day 10 – What...
Day 1- Introduce Yourself.
My name is Tammy. I am 16 years old. I’m an August child.
It’s tough being born in August, because all my friends were always one age ahead of me, and when it became my turn, I felt 9 or 10, or etc already, so it wasn’t a big deal when my birthday rolled around. I never had a birthday party, because I am paranoid that no one will show up. But as I got older, I did make friends,...
Summer
Nicole
Lynds
Ariele
Love those girls
They are my summmer :)
POST
Today was quite interesting! So went to work, and Nicole and Ariele came in, and Jordan was all over them! Jeez, but he’s my buddy so I’ll let him. Haha. Then went out with Nicole and Ariele, and she weaved through her way at AL and LC parking lot.
THEN we stopped by walmart, and these LC boys at a stoplight told us to pull over to Taco Bell. And I flipped them off before I left, and...
Hm
I don’t think I’ve ever had a “good friend”. It’s okay, clothes can replace them. Clothes never disappoint me.
First day of WDW
For some reason I remember this moment:
Kayleigh’s Dad: Well, let’s hurry, so we don’t have to tip the guy with our luggage
Kayleigh: DAD, YOU’RE SO CHEAP!
hahaha, I would have done the same. LOL
HM
I feel like everything I once like is kind of disappearing. Maybe it’s been too long that I forgot what’s its like to be at one. Concerts. I used to go to a hundreds of them, now I can’t even remember what it’s like to be there.
Hm
It’s so nice to hear 3 little kids playing. They’re so loud UGH
So far.
I am stuck doing crossword puzzle in my room cause there isn’t anything to do, and I can’t find my phone. Plus I have to go to a family cookout. Welcome to Iowa.
So Life
Wish I could rewind to all my concert days cause I miss them
Hm
Back to eating tuna helper, frozen pizza, and sandwiches. No more authentic Mexican food, gourmet sandwiches, and mom food :(
WDW
Was amazing, had tons of fun, wish I lived there. And hot boyz were all over the place. Goodness. And I heard a british accent everywhere. If I could, I would live there. Fyeahorlando.
Day 5
1. Slept on and off all day, was suppose to hang out with Ethan but didn’t since Ariele didn’t want to go to his house
2. Got DQ with Lynds and Air, today was actually Mel’s birthday
3. Then got lost trying to find the Ped. Bridge
4. All our mom thought we were partying. I’m pretty sure all the moms think I’m a terrible influence! lol
FLORIDA TOMORROW
May 2010
23 posts
Summer Day 4
Yesterday, went to Brett’s Grad Party with Lyndsey, stayed there for at least half an hour, ate some pizza, salad, drank some water, thanks Brett. But Lyndsey had to leave at 5 so of course, when we started leaving, all the people we know starts arriving. Well after that, went to pick up Kevin and Ariele to go to the Old Market, in which I got to experience the amazing Ted and Wally ice...
Summer Day 3
Picked up Ariele and Kevin, and had a wonderful time at Nate’s Grad Party. Took a bunch of photos, ate some good food, hogged the chocolate fountain. Had to leave cause I had to go to work. Went to work, got off an hour early. Talked to Jordan, Marlee, and James the whole time. Came home, talked on facebook with Ariele, planned Adventureland with Lyndsey on FB also, woke up, deleted my...
Summer Day 2
Grab some subway with ariele, shopped for ridiculous stuff for my trip to Florida. Then got mad at my sister cause she argued with me about breaking my clasp on my boots, then went to see letters to juliet with Elizabeth and Ariele, but was suppose to see Date Night HAHAHA.
Summer: Day 1:
What I Did:
Around noon I went driving around, got some Hey’s from some boys at Walmart, went to work, come home find that my grandma cleaned my room. Made some plans with Ariele and Ethan.
Today
I felt awkward walking around with shorts shorts.
First Day Of Summer
Plans for Today:
Do Laundry
Clean room
Work
Go to movies with Ariele
If I have Time:
Go to Urban Outfitters
More Thrift Stores
Charging the point and shoot camera, and taking pictures of my day!